September 2010
1 post
I’m pissed off. One of my best mates can get out of work so he can go see a band he’s seen however many times before, yet he’ll make every excuse possible when it comes to going out for my 21st birthday. One of the few people I actually want there and they just can’t be ducked like everyone else. Looks like I’m going to be having another shit birthday. Nothing new...
August 2010
5 posts
Everyone know's I'm in over my head.
I honestly dont know where to go from this. The constant pessimism is just sending me back into that shit place I was at last year. Everything is just bad bad bad to you, and you’re dragging everyone around you down too. Everyone around you being me. Seen as you keep pushing everyone else away. It’s hard to say it but you’re doing it to me too. I can’t keep doing this and...
I start work at 3 and don’t finish till 1 in the morning. I’m going to be so tired seen as I’m already knackered. I’m hoping something interesting will happen or at least that time flys past. As much as I enjoy my job, I’d much rather not be working today, I’d rather be at V festival getting to see kings of leon. Ah well. :/
Feeling really down right now. I have no idea what to do to try and make this any better. It’s bringing me down too much. More than I should be letting it. As much as I care I cant go back into this sort of state again and be this low again. For my own sake as ell as everyone else’s.
These might not all get answered, or I might not...
-ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
1- I miss you every day, and dont think I’m ever fully happy unless I know I’m getting to see you or we’ve got plans to do something. You’re like a sister to me, and I’ll always be here for you no matter what goes on. We’ve got to find a way of making all these plans come to life. I know we keep...